Sex Addiction Compulsive need or desire to have sex, masturbate, or to participate in one-time sexual affairs, regular use of prostitutes, voyeurism or just obsessively thinking about sex are just some of the symptoms of a person suffering from a sex addiction.

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Old 05-05-2019, 06:03 AM
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Sooooo... My name is Karissa and I'm male to female transgender. I'm in my early 20s but I've been transition since I was roughly 16...

As far back as I can remember (about 6 years old) I knew very well that I was attracted to other boys... I couldn't comprehend it fully until I was a bit older but my attraction to men was most definitely sexual. I've only ever known what it's like to be with men emotionally and sexually. I have never once been attracted to girls.

In my mid teens it turned me on so much thinking about how I'm really a boy and what I was doing with other men was wrong... But to me if felt so right...

By the time I started transitioning I was addicted to men sexually from head to toe... I wanted men to treat me like I was nothing more than a fairy in a dress... I get so excited when I'm giving a man oral or he's penetrating my behind as he calls me derogatory names like "faggot, gay, fairy, princess, worthless ect..."

My dad has never accepted me being the way I am... I get really happy when men tell me how much my dad hates me for living as a girl and doing sinful things to men... It makes me feel like I'm rebelling against my dad whenever I smell, taste or feel a man on or inside my body...

I also like it when men have a thing for my feet... I use to dance up a sweat for my ex boyfriend while I wore my flats or Uggs because the smell of my feeties de be him wild...

Outside or the bedroom I wanna be respected a girl but inside the bedroom I want men to desire me for all the wrong reasons...

I can't help it and I don't ever wanna stop having men treat me like an object when we have sex...

Am I suffering from sex addiction or some other kind of mental disorder? Why do I like the aspect of feeling really gay and girl when I get sexual with a man but outside of sex I want to be treated like a real female?
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