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Heroin Heroin has the distinction of being one of the most-used, most-rapidly acting, and most addictive opiate. Its abuse is rampant, with many people shooting heroin on a regular basis and suffering from long-term heroin addiction.

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Old 08-01-2017, 11:47 AM
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My story of hell has been over 5-6 yrs. I had everything house, good job, money, good friends and a life then I met my ex who at the time I didn't know had a 20yr addition and wasn't clean. I could go on and on but I made that choice once I knew to try it... I hadn't dealt with many things growing up, adoption, domestic violence and rape so when I used it all seemed ok again.
It didn't take long and I was hooked and now financing 2 habits..clever ex.
The years of lies, debt, chaos and destruction started.
I sold my house and decided to move cities went to my folks with the hope of escaping but I was in too deep ex found me a dealer in my city and I went back to my ex every weekend whilst holding down a good job.
That was 3 yrs ago.. I left my ex a yr ago but it still took another year till I eventually broke down and told my folks and my daughter and a couple of good friends who stuck by me what was going on. Everything thought it was just debt so u can imagine it broke their hearts. They never knew!
I had no option but to go cold turkey at home the very next day.. I'm 46yr old and I'm on day 17 clean and wow had I not had to give up everything i.e. My keys my bank card my life basically to my folks I wouldn't have made it past an hr let alone a day.
The worst now is the depression and anxiety I have that darkness inside me but had a few acupuncture treatments I'm on anti depressants and I will do this I have to...
I can't and won't go on substitutes due to my job but I know the things to do re relapse prevention and getting counselling for the shit that happened before I used.
Sorry to have gone on and on but I had to tell my story and I want me back from the hell of the last few yrs..
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